Day 40

Oh well, I started on my poly life already. Schooling hours are okay, lessons are good. Except for the guys in my class. It's hard for me to socialize with them when they keep on talking in languages I don't comprehend. But nevermind. I just did my blood test last Friday, and I hope the results won't be abnormal. Else I have to do it again = more money gone. Also, my complexion has become more blemished as I see that my face is getting redder and like spots are growing already. There are also a couple of new cystic acne near my jawline - which sucks. I just hope with Friday when I visit the derm, he/she would give me a higher dosage of accutane. Sorry I've not been posting lately. Was quite busy. Till next time, bye !

Day 31

So.. I did it again today. Sucks. And well, my acne seems to be less obvious. Next appointment is coming up, and my money is gonna fly. Like 200 bucks? Ugh. Anyway, tomorrow will be day 1 for my poly orientation. Wish me luck. I'm outta Innova - for my own good. And I've also changed my alter-ego, so that I could be more hip and strong!

Day 26

Sometimes...I just lose track of the days. Oh well. Improvements. But I do get some breakout nowadays. Especially at my jawline, where it used to be empty. Today is the last night of me being an Innovian. I'm gonna be a NYPian next week. How sad :(. But I just can't cope. What to do...